You aren't alone, friend. There are hundreds of different religions and ideologies throughout the world -- can Christianity actually be unique? There are dozens of "holy books" with numerous world religions laying claim to believing "absolute truth" -- what makes the Bible special? Depending on who you ask or where you are in history there is either no god, one god, a few gods, or thousands of gods! -- how can you be sure that the Christian "God" is even there?
We at St. Andrews believe that those are great questions and that they are perfectly acceptable to ask! These kind of struggles and questions are real -- and difficult. Many today claim that religion is inherently anti-intellectual or anti-scientific, but we don't believe either of those claims. If you are wrestling with these questions then we encourage you to use these resources (and anything else these teachers have), but we also would love to have you come visit us! Christianity is all about coming alongside one another in our doubts, fears, and unbelief.
Can I trust the Bible?